Just My Thought

This is been so long i didn't write any words in here right? Then now its going to be my mobile diary i guess.. Just bear with it gais.. 😘

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 My brain can't stop thinking... How can i calm my storm wave of thinking.. I don't think people would understand what was on my mind.. How can i express it? I don't ever know how to tell people on how or what i'm thinking.. I think that i'm just a difficult person to be talk, stubborn, lack of communication skill, low self esteem there is so many thing that i want to list it.. But neverminded.. There is a lot...😂

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Somehow.. I just want to be alone with my dear self... I know it's not good for your mental health.. Maybe i just a person who quickly getting tired of one thing i guess😂 If I know someone for a long time like in a love story, i tend to get bored quickly with him.. I don't know either that the problem was me or him.. I think it was me.. haha.. I don't know.. Maybe he is not the one for me? is it? Humm...

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Now I'm really tired of negative thinking inside my head.. Really tired.. Maybe i should go to counseling? Hahaha... I just want to have a quite and peaceful life.. Ok, that maybe you can get it from a tv dramas only right? What can i do for myself? How can i get my head have a calm thought.. At night, i really can't sleep what it's call like baby sleep.. i tend to gets insomnia.. i really push my self to sleep.. Even i already shut my eyes, but my head still thinking.. Grrr.. i make my mood on the other day really moody and feel not happy on whatever i do on that day... Come on.. 😔 it's really effected my day..

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Ouhh gais.. Please... i really need a good rest.. A really good rest... Hope with this writing can help me feel better... How can i get over it.. huhu.. such a burdened for me.. That it.. After all this time i kept it inside me.. So long my dear self.. Hope you keep stronger day by day to face it...💪